To Dream Out Loud :: College Admissions Essays

To Dream Out Loud is it the fear for losing freedom, or is it that the un skilful harvest-feast of idealism we begin with has finally become ripe? because it seems that the y come onhful starry-eyed liberalism fades. our fruit becomes rotten, stinking of uncaring, self-serving, change-fearing conservatism. precariousness becomes anathema. some livelihood out the fear of losing comfort. I entrust I do. Lou Reed, face wrinkle-worn, as yet non-sings about a poor boy in New York, dormant refers to the Statue of Bigotry. but my become tolerantly smiles as I dream out loud as I try to believe that there is cheeseparing in most as I talk about difficult to make things better. hes cynically calling himself conservative as he pretends to disfavor feminism and truly believes that people should want to abet others. that people should not have to. that most people do not want to. my father is good, and sturdy. generous. stoic. he believes that I will gain wi sdom with age (I will) and that I will come to think liberalism is misguided and overly hopeful. (I hope I wont.) my father is not an artist. he is a lawyer. he still struggles to help people but he has stopped believing theyll be grateful. his fruit of idealism has become rotten. where ar the Romantics? the Transcendentalists? theyve just turned 19 and are going to a college I cant afford. hair, jeans, love, and hope all fade. I keep an eye on my father, and I respect Lou Reed. I respect the freedom-loving hopeful criticizing words of dock Dylan. my father still respects those too. perhaps the hope doesnt die perhaps it is cloaked in the fear of losing what youve already gained. precarious youthful hope feeds off the youthful need for freedom-